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i know how it feels like to do something that is absolutely absurd and stupid, then regretting it. i mean, i've done that like thousands times. it'll make you feel silly and bad and sometimes, you just feel like shutting yourself from this world. but trust me, those actions are gonna be the sweetest memories. and when you look back, it'll be a laughing matter.

and one more thing. do not afraid to be wrong, because we learn from mistakes. mistakes teach us to deal what's wrong and what's right, which's good and which's bad in the future ahead.

it's gonna be a long journey ahead. and you cannot dwell on the past. just let it go. everybody's done the same. if you are going to see the bright side of the future, start living off the past and start focusing on the future.

i'm not telling this only to you. i'm telling this to myself also.

the important thing is, if you ever feel like everything's just out of hand, do not fret because all the things happen for reasons. ALLAH knows what's best for you. ALLAH knows what's best for us.